 Leklo375
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Date sent: 2020/03/17 15:22:45
hey guys
lets cut to it
i flew off the wheel over something pretty minor (which is something autistic folk like me tend to do on occasion). while thats no real excuse for what i did, and i dont intend to use it as one, i hope it at least provides a bit of clarity about why i got so mad over such a minor issue. deep remorse for my actions in mere minutes after i got banned and my head made contact with my wall in a pretty harsh way when i realised the idiocy of my actions. so before i go near the topic of ban appeals id like to apologise to anyone i insulted, tsar, ave, shakes, and minx in particular. but feel free to send me mean discord dms if i was mean to anyone else (sizeable_lad#0628). i'd also like to apologise for spamming some choice naughty words right before getting banned. i was way past gone at that point and i honestly have no idea why i thought that was a reasonable thing to do at the time.
so on the topic of an appeal, its too soon for that, so instead of asking to get unbanned i would simply like to ask for the ban to be downgraded to a temp. whatever duration seems necessary is perfectly fine by me (not that i have any say in the matter) i dont deserve to come back yet, but i would like to know when such a thing might be possible.
I'd like to close by apologising again for my actions, for some reason when i have a meltdown as i did i seem to lose control of myself, despite being a grown ass man, and the congizant me who would stop and realise how minor the situation is, takes a back seat.
I've built up relationships with people who i'd like to think of as friends on mush and to see that go to waste over a stupid build would be a shame.
I would like to make one request to staff however, purely in the interest of avoiding these things in the future. before sticking your finger into a redstone build that you dont like the look of, talk to the person who built it first please, alot of time goes into these things and a simple "hey can you not use this particular contraption" is much better than a "i guess ill just break this block and see what happens"
Kind regards
the most irrationally emotional idiot around
leklo375
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